If any of you read my first post you'll know that my girlfriend and I broke up. I couldn't handle her drinking and most of our arguments led back to that. So I ended it, almost hoping she would realize I was leaving for good and stop the drinking.
By the way, it was not all bad. She is one of the smartest, funniest, sweetest girls I have ever met. We could make each other laugh so hard it would hurt. When the time together was good it was really good. I was madly in love with her.
So here is my CONUNDRUM. After we broke up I was sick. I was cranky, tired, depressed, all of it. Had I made the right choice? She begged for me to come back. Cried on my answering machine, sent me emails, everything. I was cold, I wanted her to get the point and just say "I will quit drinking". Well a few months passed and found out she was dating someone else. AHHHH! Are you kidding me? The girl that said I was the one, the girl who loved me so much. It was that easy to move on? I couldn't even think about another person.
So a few more weeks past and we began to hang out again, more and more. This week I went (she is 2 hours away now) and saw her twice. It was like the good ol' times again and I missed it.
I want her back.
The only problem is now she live 2 hours away and I am moving to NYC for a few months. What should I do? Any advice out there? Anyone dump someone for a reason and then realize that person is more important than the reason? Can I take her back? Will she want me back? Did she love me the way she said did? Am I an idiot?
CONUNDRUM