i'm paranoid about this

[wik_wak]

i have a girlfriend, we're having our anniversary this february.

-last month, i can't feel her anymore, i just noticed this feeling when i accidentally shouted her..-
now, we're ok, i'm happy when i'm with her, but if not, it's not..but i can't feel any soft feeling of love, (just like that feeling)..
i didn't know what to do..
my other friends told me that just can't accept that i'm not inlove with her anymore, when they said that i don't love her anymore, i always think about that..all day all night, every minute, second, hour, etc..
we just meet twice a week..
there is a time that we don't meet like in one month, because of christmas vacation
we sometimes text every night, we just met twice a week because of schedule

i'm like this for 3 weeks
help pls..i don't know what to do..

my friend and my prof said that only needs more communication..is it true?

i just think this thing last night, that i'm still like this for 1 month,
i'm not forcing myself to be with her.. (di ako nnpipilitan)

[girl68]

...ummm what?

[wik_wak]

i know most of the people read and i asked this thing, doesn't understand..
there where people who have experienced this so they understands me..

[girl68]

No, I don't even understand your words, nevermind the actaul issue.

[wik_wak]

sorry, i'm not great in speaking English..


-you will understand what i'm saying if you know Tagalog words -

help pls .. (

[Sonrisa]

all i understood is that you are a lesbian

[wik_wak]

last month, we went to a mall near on her school,
when i picked her up from school, she said just hide(we're in a jeep), so i asked her what's wrong, she didn't tell me, and i always asking her this all the time, she doesn't still answers..

when we are in the mall, i still asking this question the same, she still didn't answer, so i accidentally shouted her

i always think this thing every night, every hour, every day..
i don't want to lose her

when every time she wants a cool off, i feel hurt, hard to explain, sad, i always cry every time she's doing this


i asked my professor and my friends..
my professor and one of my friends was only more communication and it must improve to get my feelings back for her..
others said that i just don't accept what i feel for her..

[wik_wak]

yeah u're right, but i'm not like the others..
i'm serious.. )