I can't believe it.... Its over... for good...
We've broken up several times before, but he always came back. This time, I broke up with him and I don't think I will accept him back in my life again (well, other then as a friend eventually).
After being so unhappy for so long, I've made that decision. Even my parents think that I've changed for the worse. I won't even go out and do anything anymore.
My heart is broken because I care about him so much. I just can't go on living this way anymore. All I want to do is cry!