Any meaning in all of this or was it just intoxication?
hiya , in a bit of a predicament. This girl I like invited me to a house party while her parents are away on holiday friday night. The party itself was a bit of a mess ,a lot of people bailed and in the end there was only a handful of us. We all got completely hammered , and I ended up lying down on the stairs ; she came and snuggled up to me while I was lying there and we had this drunken argument where I insisted she was beatiful and she kept saying she was ugly ,,kind of strange. Anyway problems started there ,we kissed a few times but she passed out after about ten minutes and I carried her in the other room , where her friend reminded me she had a boyfriend. Anyway I sobered up a bit after a while and everyone started leaving , but the house was still a mess and this girl was still passed out. So i stayed to help clean up and hide the evidence of booze and so on , but ended up falling asleep on the sofa. Woke up with her lying on my lap and we talked for quite a while , she told me all sorts of personal stuff , like how she doesnt think her boyfriend likes her as much as this guy , because he's bisexual , and various things he's done wrong by her. Didnt help my case but i assured her that i thought he must like her , and was an idiot if he didnt. We both got up to clean and wash up about half an hour later of talking before i headed home at about 2am and she called me to chat while I was walking home.
Today the friend I bought to the party and I went into town with her , was kind of an awkward silence until he went to work , then we just talking like brand new friends again , but a lot less personal.
Anyway , sorry its a long post so thanks for bearing with me , Question is Im not sure whether to just back off and not mention the incidents again , in case she doesnt remember , or bring it up to see if I have a shot with her? Going from being casually close to her one night , and like awkward friendship the next was kind of confusing for me ,,and though I contributed to the awkwardness I wasnt sure whether she wants me to do something , or just forget the entire incident?
"Nobody , so long as he moves about among the chaotic currents of life , is without trouble. Carl jung