First Breakup

[Gigabitch]

Haha Binxy, yeah they're called groupies

I saw my "so called friend" today getting a bit too friendly with another girl... Best if I don't get involved though, right?

Turns out he's not coming to the gig, which is good to know

Absolutely right. It's none of your business, right?

I hope you don't let her come running back with the "Poor me" story. Put your armor on every day. Especially on Saturday.

[SWLR]

I always keep my armour on now.. I'll just wear more on Saturday.

I won't get involved... She made her bed, she can now lie in it

[SWLR]

She must have some kind of armour piercing weapon.

I just got caught off guard... Theres too much pain after this amount of time, I'm finding it hard to believe it is going to get better

[Gigabitch]

Whoa, there, Steve! You were doing so well.

Okay, what is it that throws you into these tailspins? Is she making contact? Are you walking into your room and seeing things that remind you of her? Is it a time of day you used to talk?

What's going on? Can you change something to help yourself to not fall apart like this?

[SWLR]

I know what it is and there is absolutly nothing I can do about it.

It's the fact she's seeing someone else and knowing that tears me to pieces. All I can think about is the things they will be doing together, how she'll be comparing him to me... maybe I'm jelous? I don't know

Is there anything I can do...? I can't completely avoid this though, as we share alot of friends.

I wish I could just give up and start again

[Gigabitch]

GET LAID, you goof. i am not kidding.

[SWLR]

I wish it was that easy lol

Oh I forgot to mention that she tried adding me as a friend again. In reply I told her

"I no longer consider you a friend. I don't love you, I don't want to be with you and this has gone on way to long. See you around."

Errrm bad move?

[Gigabitch]

Errrm bad move?

Only if you keep talking to her.

[SWLR]

I won't talk to her anymore, this time I mean it

You know at the gig... how should I act towards her, the venue is too small to ignore her existance, I'm bound to bump into her at some point

[Gigabitch]

Are you in a punk band? Some spitting might be okay in that case...

But seriously, treat her like she deserves to be treated: like just some girl you used to know. Acknowledge but do not engage.

[SWLR]

I'm stronger today

She sent me a message blaming me for the loss of her best friend. Her friend told her that she values my friendship more than hers and they well.... had a big argument... and guess who my Ex blames...me.

I'm so angry, at myself, at her, at him

But after reading all these stories in LF and listening to everyone's advice I realise that I will become a stronger, wiser person because of this and I'll look back and be glad this has happened

I can't wait until Saturday is over, thats what is worrying me at the moment

[SWLR]

She messaged me telling me she has something she thinks I should have back.

I told her "I don't want them"

Should I accept them things back? (There just sentimental things, not worth anything financially)

Wish me luck for tomorrow, I hope it goes okay

[Gigabitch]

She messaged me telling me she has something she thinks I should have back.

I told her "I don't want them"

Should I accept them things back? (There just sentimental things, not worth anything financially)

Wish me luck for tomorrow, I hope it goes okay

In that case, they are poisoned by her memory. She's getting desperate, isn't she? What's next? The "Oh, I accidentally dialed your number, I didn't want to talk to you...click!" call?

Nutty girl. How does it feel to be a couple of steps into the Path to Recovery? Do you miss letting her make you miserable?

[SWLR]

I don't miss it at all. I'm starting to be happy again

She keeps contacting me though, and no matter what I say she just won't leave me alone.

Tomorrow is going to be weird. It will be the first time I've seen her since the breakup.. I'm not sure how I will react

She makes me so angry

[Gigabitch]

I don't miss it at all. I'm starting to be happy again

She keeps contacting me though, and no matter what I say she just won't leave me alone.

Tomorrow is going to be weird. It will be the first time I've seen her since the breakup.. I'm not sure how I will react

She makes me so angry

Don't forget about the spitting.


I kid, I kid.