I realized that last time in bed I been doing karezza. Its like form of sex where you just take it really slow and dont orgasm. In terms of getting turned on from 1 to 10 you get to 5 and then back to 1. So its not like edging cause you dont come close to orgasm. Also theres no energy loss afterwards. I should research deeper in this karezza thing. Perhaps Cupids poison arrow might be the book I want. Anyway last time I was pretty straight forward with girl by saying that I dont plan to do anything sinful. And I didnt, didnt touch her below belt line. And clothes stayed on too. Really most girls just want deep emotional intimacy. And thats what I want too. Just deep connection and sweet long slow kisses. With the girl I love or at least like and perfectly who feels the same for me.
There is huge pressure from media and peers to have sex, pickup artists, dating coaches are selling sex as success measurment to progress with girls. But really is that where the happiness is? My freedom is in fact that I dont need sex just like some people needs air or food. Im waiting for the right girl when it will feel right. So and it will probably take more than 3 dates to build up that trust and level of comfort to become closer than ever before with anyone.
Last edited by pcmaster; 12-01-18 at 11:37 PM.
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