The Bet

[Indignant]

did i miss something?

[Cain]

I can't stop playing with myself. Under normal circumstances I can go indefinitely without sex or even masturbation. However, I'm intentionally not jerking off so as to save myself for a woman. Somehow that's almost impossible. I started last weekend. I managed a total of two days without jerking off and those two days were only tolerable because I was visiting my family for Thanksgiving. I've spent about two hours tonight wanking to porn but not allowing myself to release. This is driving me up a wall.

Cain, we entered this contest too soon.

Honestly, I don't remember the last time I masturbated. It's been quite a while, and I've thought about it, but I just haven't had that urge. The problem that I have is that I'll get so caught up in my session that I won't want to release and after too long it'll hurt once I do. It's like my balls were swollen and the slightest touch makes me shudder in pain. But, if I get off once, I won't have the motivation to have another session. The only time I can get off more than once is when having sex because I have motivation to continue then.

[Cain]

So, it's been about a week since I've masturbated.

The new girl and I made a deal not to masturbate before we see each other after break in order to add to the desire. Have any of you ever done that before?

Anyways, it'll be another nearly four weeks before I can get off.

Fuck.