am i being messed with?

[Gigabitch]

I've only watched one porn movie in my life and it was really cheesy. I don't think I'd actually go out and get it for myself, but if someone threw on a porn movie, I'd watch a little to see if I liked it.

That's about the extent of my interest.

[King Zarathu]

I've only watched one porn movie in my life and it was really cheesy. I don't think I'd actually go out and get it for myself, but if someone threw on a porn movie, I'd watch a little to see if I liked it.

That's about the extent of my interest.

Rar! Here:



I have lots.

[Mathias]

Your porn folder isn't hidden?

Seriously, I live by myself, nobody touches my laptop, and mine's STILL hidden.

[Gigabitch]

Show it to us, Mathias.

And Z, isn't it supposed to be about quality, not quantity?

[hal24]

WOW. porno chick sent my chick a postcard with a chick wearing a one piece g string.she writes in pen"you could pull this suit off this summer!" this could have 2 meanings. not sure i like either one.

[vashti]

Hal, I get the impression you are bragging...

[Gigabitch]

^^^What she said.

Is it turning you on, though, Hal? I mean, it's obviously making you uncomfortable, but I'm thinking you're actually okay with all this, or you would have drawn a line by now.

[hal24]

yeah, i can't deny the idea of them together is really hot. i'm not ok with it though. a perfect situation would be for her to be bicurious and maybe we could admire chicks together and fantasize about it but i'd prefer that she would'nt wanna be with anyone else when it came down to it cuz she cared about me that much. it's like i'm using the very minute chance of a threesome as a consolation for me getting eventually dumped. i feel heartbroken a bit but at the same time it's this fantasy of her and women that give me a boost or whatever.that probably makes little sense.

[hal24]

i wanna be very careful about how i bring my uncomfortable feelings up about this.

[King Zarathu]

And Z, isn't it supposed to be about quality, not quantity?

I have a huge quantity, but all of them are high quality or DVD quality movies. It comes from hacking all of the sites.

[Mathias]

Show it to us, Mathias.

What do you want, a screenshot of my porn folder?

[King Zarathu]

What do you want, a screenshot of my porn folder?

Yes .

[Mathias]

Yeah, maybe later.

[hal24]

had a serious talk w/the chick. finally admitted to me that she is attracted sexually to women and has thought about it for years. in had an obligation i had to go to so it left that we're still together and she says she can be fulfilled w/the fantasy of it. (she's also battling some guilty feelings about it which i told her is ridiculous.she's been brought up that it's wrong.) it sucks that we had this rushed conversation but i guess i kinda lost it and couldnt wait. now im thinking wht happens when the porno girl calls or if she has feelings twds one of her friends(who is extremely attractive.) has anyone been in a similar situation? how did u handle the wondering,jealousy etc?

[hal24]

believe me . i'm human. i think it's an incredible fantasy. but it's just i DO care for her and i'm afraid of goin' down that road. she says she can be friends w/porno girl w/o a problem. i asked her if she fantasizes about her and she responded "have you?" she really got me with that one. i said well she's obviously really attractive but i would never do anything about it to which she responded she would'nt either.after a long talk in the end she said she does aknowledge it would be weird her hanging w/someone like that. she says her feelings towards women is an attraction but has no desire for a relationship with a woman. i do think it's sexy that she likes women.we're both very attracted to the same physical traits. i did'nt say anything about it but it would be great if she could be satisfied watching porn together or checking out pretty girls on the beach or whatever but i wonder if it will realy be enough. i thought about maybe going to strip club togethr but she said she was afraid of the attention she might get from other spectators. i feel seriously screwed up. i feel better when i talk to her about it but then all my questions and insecurities quyickly pop back up.