I think I think too much... replay events and it makes me sad and down on myself, like when you think back to good times with someone and now you don't ever have that someone to ever do those fun happy times with again feels like they are dead and they are clearly alive but you are grieving them. I think all that gets to me over time.
Have you seen Labor day yet with Kate Winslet OMG I cried twice during it is such a good movie you have to see it.