It's not so much attention that I wanted, it was more of just this sense of good feeling from him. He just would act so uninterested in me and just no "spark". I'm not askin for fairy tales okay. I'm just looking for that normal feeling of enjoying your time with someone and I wouldn't feel that from him. Like I said tho I had problems too. Towards the end I would just sleep all the time. We just need to come back together and see what were going to do with all this.
If you really loved each other every second of your being together would count.
No, it doesn't have to be in a perfect world. All you have to do is realize how much that person means to you and how little time you have actually to be with them.
You don't enjoy your time together, there's no spark, you don't even get good feelings from him, and at times you are "extremely miserable"...and you are thinking about getting back with him?!?!
You did the hard part of breaking up, don't **** all that up now.