Gigabitch + starbuck,
I am trying really hard to move on. And you guys and everyone else that ever replied have helped so much, so THANK YOU =). I still feel bad and get weak at times, we were together in person for 2 weeks only, but somehow it felt like we'd been together for years. It still bothers me how he can throw everything we've had away and overlooked everything I'd done for him. Is it normal that now I really want to see him suffer? I have this anger inside me and I always wake up feeling angry and miserable these days. If he ends up living his life happily ever after with someone else, it'll really bug me.