OK, full version of the shy guy post

[ray2oo8]

lilsunflower, you can go to my blog , i would like to have you as one of my visitors...

[erica187]

lol i guess

[lilsunflower]

lilsunflower, you can go to my blog , i would like to have you as one of my visitors...

your blogs seem to be very sensitive. And why is it called life in china. Is your hear that fragile?

[lilsunflower]

your blogs seem to be very sensitive. And why is it called life in china. Is your hear that fragile?

hold on...unless you are Chinese or in China?

Ok, you are Chinese? haha me too and I grew up in China. If you are Chinese I'd say the whole "I am too scared drama" is just BS. Why did you set your friend and that girl up if you liked her? And if the relationship of your friend and that girl did not work out I do not see why you cannot be with her. Forget about your crazy illusion and do something. You are not in high school any more.

[ray2oo8]

yes. i am chinese.. from hangzhou of china.

i have been thinking of confessing to lancy lately.

but the problem is that i am too shy or timid a person to do that right now. i was not, but i haven't been in love or a relationship for too long, and i forgot how to deal with it. everytime, she spoke to me, i was not myself.. damn, i hate myself being such a fool..what's more, lancy is a too-straight and bold girl, she always says how about us being together in front of many people, which made my face, very very red... i am not used to it. and don't know what to do, to say .

and the time is runing out very quickly, because i will transfer to another place to wrok soon. i hope to do that before my leaving...