I can't forgive myself for something that I did

[richiro]

see.. lik i said.. if you keep pushing it... no good... yu'll be pushing her away.
be cool.. be enjoyable. fill yoru times with positive memories NOT negative ones.

give her some space to forget all this and come and say 'hi' down the road and catch up. time heals lots of things.

[Shoukon]

This all super sucks, but now you have some experience and knowledge when it comes to these issues of the heart. Like someone said on a previous page, learn from this by not making the same mistake and another brilliant person will come by and attract you as you will attract them.