Post here instead of contacting your ex!

[Purrzzzzzz]

YEAHHHHH that one guy!!!

[DarkHelmet82]

I really hope im not wasting my time

[kamazaki]

i really hope that you are ok and feel better from your fever dear, hmm its almost 4 weeks now we being apart and i really hope that you miss me like i miss you, shit im still wearing our ring now thought of taking it off but i just need some time to recover from this. Are we getting back together again someday? if we do i really hope that i will still love you the same way as i do now but im scared the feelings might not be the same..

[Horseyguy]

Wish we could just talk and put all this behind us. Hate to think our 18 months together ended in me being angry with you and our relationship ending.

Just wish we could say goodbye once more on good terms. I know you are hurting and that's the last thing I ever wanted, we can't change what happened but we don't have to leave it like this

[Hulibuli]

I really hope im not wasting my time

If it helps, I think you can't waste your time in your lifetime. C'mon, you once were the very first of millions and managed to grow into a healthy human being. Everything in life is experience, regardless if it hurts or not.

[kamazaki]

I cant stop... just thinking of when we used to lay together in your bed.. holding each other close..just talking.. lips almost touching.. just getting so lost in that feeling and loving to just be with each other..how did you forget that......?

we cant..we are forced to move on and i know its like worse then dying...i know..

[confusius]

I was similar to my ex's ex except for the fact I dont look at gay porno and lie.

Hmm! I don't know if it's good or bad for your ex to date someone who is different. What I know it's that they tend to date someone with different habit for forget about their previous relationship. If you were that similar to her ex maybe that's why she got confused and need sometime for herself. You probably reminded her a lot the past which based on what you said here wasn't that fun.

[DarkHelmet82]

Hmm! I don't know if it's good or bad for your ex to date someone who is different. What I know it's that they tend to date someone with different habit for forget about their previous relationship. If you were that similar to her ex maybe that's why she got confused and need sometime for herself. You probably reminded her a lot the past which based on what you said here wasn't that fun.

yeah, but she did LOVE him at one point.. and ive said this in other posts.. im sure being with me reminded me of what she had with him, and that brought her into a tailspin... it sucks because I think it could have worked out if the timing was better.. and it still MAY

[confusius]

yeah, but she did LOVE him at one point.. and ive said this in other posts.. im sure being with me reminded me of what she had with him, and that brought her into a tailspin... it sucks because I think it could have worked out if the timing was better.. and it still MAY

Of course she did love him. Maybe the reason why she went cold too. It doesn't also mean that she is coming back to you. But we can't know for sure what could be going on in her mind.

[kamazaki]

Shut!! the urge feeling of calling you and texting you is back again when I lay down on our bed … dam tears start pouring out now while browsing our picture in memories…please god give her back to me!

[Toddstar]

I have thought about this for a while now, every time we broke up and you ran in to another man's arms only for him to dump you and you run back to me...I will never let this happen to myself again. I should NOT have reconciled with you in January, I knew I was holding a burning rope by reconciling and guess what? I got BURNED. Again. It has been since February 6th since we broke up for a millionth time. No more. I appreciate your concerns and sentiments but let me live my life and you live yours and I hope you're happy all the time. I am happy, I will be happier but I will no longer think of what you are doing. Or who you are doing it with. We are co-parents and that is it. And that all it will ever be. We were not meant for each other, no matter how many memories of love we formed. I am removing you from my benefits. I will not be abused by your neediness anymore. I am ME and I can stand on my own two feet. I've got the b*lls to pick myself up and improve ME and life my life for as long as I have in this world. Go! Be happy. I really want you to be. Life is a journey and not a destination. I've got some travelling to do. I will miss you but I won't be hurt by your memory anymore. Take care my dear.

[kamazaki]

today i woke up and realize that you are stronger then me, up till now you are able to keep your distant from me and no texting and calls...how to say im proud of this or what? but you do have stronger spirit then i am. Maybe im just to depending on you in everything we do.

[DarkHelmet82]

WHY RESPOND at all?? DAMNIT!!!!!1111

[confusius]

Geezz! So was that what you wanted? Take ecstasy, and do some stripping? I asked you to strip for me many times and you always postponed, so it was to do it in a public place? And your new boyfriend has some F*CKINGing weird allergy? And so all you wanted all that time too was for me to give you the freedom to tell your exes how much you miss them? Or to talk with this other one ex about how you are going to be stripping in public and your new boyfriend is fine with it? And he will be telling you how he banged "a senior black girl" and the rest her sorority sisters? and it was in his to do list? Man I'm F*CKing confused. AND Damn your bf said he was coming to watch you strip in public at a strip club? (that's real love and care from both the ex and your bf). Oh and you went to a frat house at 1 in the morning to see this frat guy's room how it's "messy"? How old are you guys? 15? 16? What kind of looser say that to get a girl over his place. You kept saying that you are so jealous of me for taking one year off to do what I wanted to do? Well, except drinking my brain out I wasn't on ecstasy, I wasn't a stripper, I wasn't flirting with thousand peoples at once and making out with a bunch of other girls. And...And...wait for it...wait for it...you still believe that I saved you from becoming a "slut"? AGAIN that's how you always called yourself, bad I know but I picked it up; Man apparently I only postponed it. Stop saying that I came in your life for a purpose cuz I see SHIT. Of course your new relationship is different. I would NOT let the person I love get F*CKing drunk every weekend, flirt with other people, "becoming" a stripper, and be on drugs. So I guess they won't be anyone to flip out when you will get so high again with your heart racing and you will be thinking that if you go to sleep you will die. Seriously I don't get this thing everyone say "I'm in college, let do this. let's do that". BULLSHIT!!!!!

I don't know...I'm scare for you? I'm scare asking myself why I still want you back even though I know all of this. F*CKING SHIT what does it mean? What happened to you? Or why did you try to change for me and don't want to change for yourself. You said you wanted to figure out who you are. So it's that who you are? SHIT happens, but I still can't believe this. Anyway I know I'm a decent man, I'm not gonna lie I do smoke shit sometimes, but ecstasy to the point that you roll your eyes? May God be with you. And if you want to change give me a call. If I call please may it be God's hand asking me to try to show you the right direction.


I feel better now!!!!!!

[IrisEyes]

i can't do this anymore