I want to turn it around. I have get emotional issues just because I am lonely and friendless. The reason to why is that I am fat, ugly and extremely shy. I am quite satisfied with that she only likes me, so I have never tried to force her to feel the same way I do. I will not do that either. I know giving her gifts doesnīt make her want me, but she accepts the gifts and it makes her accept me as her friend.