wow, this guy you're seeing is that great? you're about my age and i don't think you like this guy that much. I'm someone who has trouble even comprehending what the word monogomous COULD mean BUT there's a point i've gotten to twice in my life now when yes, i can acknowledge the attractiveness of other people or that hey, maybe that would work or be fun but it's been so other-worldly and far fetched almost like some celebrity crush because i no longer have a desire for anyone else. at this age you're just not that interested if not only are you concerned about your feelings but trying to justify getting away with something, basically if the relationship isn't open on his half you've already cheated and i'm not into all those rules but if your boyfriend isn't okay with it even if you haven't acted imagine if he read this. after 2 years that's sad. dump him