Originally Posted by
TrinaRose
I called my sis and she didn't answer and I sent her a text and told her to call me but she sent back this text saying that I treated her differently and me and my hubby problems don't concern her and I need to question my marriage with him if I'm having these thoughts. I didn't text back, I didn't care enough. I know our relationship will be off but she will need me sooner then later the way I see it and when I feel the need to apologize, I will. I'm starting to not like her at all because I feel she is jealous and I don't need that in my life.
I really need to say something about this. What you just said here, I didn't quite pay attention before because I was astonished at everything else. I have 3 older sisters. The youngest next to me, is your age. Funny huh? I am 24 now, and she is 32. The last relationship she was in was extremely abusive and she was 9 months pregnant when he got drunk and hit her in the stomach. My sister's baby came out with a black eye. : ( REALLY enrages me and that man thankfully has no rights what so ever to that precious little girl. When my sister was grieving because she was alone, with a new born baby, back at square one with nothing I was trying to comfort her. Not saying that you are just being paranoid with the next thing I say, but, at one point, she had the nerve to accuse me of talking to him. Saying I wanted him, and it really pissed me off because the only thing I wanted to do was gut that Mother****er with a machete.... I really seethe with hate for that man. The fact is, I had never even met him, had no idea what he looked like, let alone spoke with him and I personally never would, not even to share my disgust with him for his actions. This was not the first time. I watched her children for her while she went on a date, went to his house looking for her because she was 3 hours late getting her kids. I was upset, I had to work, and I felt that was irresponsible. You know what she said to me then? "If you ever show up at my man's house stalking him I will call the cops, I will have him call the police!"... The only thing I said to that was... Good, then I can tell them I thought something bad happened or you abandoned your kids with me. My sister isn't all there, I realize this now and men are more important and it makes me sad. I would never interfere in a relationship of a family member and if I did, it would be speaking my mind if they were a real piece of work. The fact is, and the point is, I was blamed for many things, I never did. I don't know why, I have no CLUE why. I just know it hurt and now I barely see the children because of what she did. My closest sister died and I got left with a psycho who thinks I obviously want what she has, and trust me... I never would. I know you are not blood related, but when you think about my situation, and compare, what do you see? I was never jealous of my sister, I only wanted her happiness and trust because in the end, family is all we have.
“I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched.” ― Edgar Allan Poe
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