and yeah Ellynn, it IS hard..... i have not chose to feel like this for as long as i have.
and yeah Ellynn, it IS hard..... i have not chose to feel like this for as long as i have.
Yeah, I've got a good one. I'm fully cognizant of how lucky I am, too, so I think it will last.
I spent a lot of time out there in the trenches, though. I know how you're feeling, and if that guy didn't have a girlfriend I'd advise you to throw yourself at him tonight, because that would be the sure cure for that crush of yours. I have never, ever had a crush that held up under close contact.
But would you even want that? It's almost as if you've constructed this absolutely wonderful guy that has nothing to do with Bartender Boy. I think you should recognize your own creativity, detach the Prince Charming character from the unsavory reality, and start writing a sexy novel starring him.
I would love to read it.
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