What is happening to me?

[MVPlaya]

Originally posted by shenmue
despite all this crap that's gone on, I still don't want to hate this bitch, even though she broke my heart and continues to do so. I've lost weight , wake up tight chested, have nightmares about her, and anxiety attacks. Even my mom says how depressed and worn out I look. I can't leave this place where I met her, I love what I'm being trained in too much. I know I should get over it. I am in no position to meet anyone else and don't want to. I don't know what to do.

Start hanging out with your friends more, meet new chicks, doesn't mean "play" them, just see someone else... even if you're not looking for someone else. Buddy, just think of it as a learning experience, you've already learned the first half, that this episode is bad for you, now just work on the second half, dealing with it. It'll get to you, sooner or later.

[shenmue]

you're right....

that was posted a while ago.... I am completely over her now. I met a few other girls, things are good. Happy Hollidays all.