I feel so low

[qwertz]

Hope you're feeling more upbeat today, and your headache is better Qwerty !

Feeling alot better than yesterday thanks
Was just a bad day!!

[Cbrider]

Qwerty, you realize that you have an infinitely more difficult day than pretty much anyone on here. You're a single mother of an Autistic child, that is a full time, 40 hour a week job for people in itself. You're doing that AND living a full, second life to support yourself and him.

You have my utmost respect, a bad day in my life wouldn't even rock the boat compared to a bad day for you.

You will find that someone who loves you and your son and wants to take care of you both.

I suggest you do less drinking in the bathroom and more drinking in a social atmosphere, it could only help, lol.

P.S. No more dislocations, I have done a few of those and they hurt like a son of a bitch, on top of weakening the muscles.

[Mish]

Things have been building and building and its now got to breaking point

I feel like i cant cope and im useless at everything..

In the last few weeks, my brother died suddenly, iv been cheated on..then finished with bf, I tried getting in touch with some relatives but they didnt want to know(blaming me for my dads death years ago)
My son has autism and is hard work at the best of times, his dad has now decided that his autism and difficulties are my fault and is gonna fight me for custody as im 'not a good mum' .
He's been really hard work lately and broke my finger in a rage today..im starting to think that maybe im not a good mum
I cant do the one thing i love which is long distance running (due to injury)
And to top of that i cant even do my job properly as im ill with this horrible headache.

Right now i feel so low..dont even know why im writing it here...just to rant i suppose as i just normally get on with it.
I feel crap

OMG!

You don't know why you are writing this? Obviously to release the 150 tonne brick of suffering off of your shoulders.

For the record your relatives are slime for blaming you for your dad's death. And your ex is an extra filthy, smelly, slimy, lowest of the low slime that usually pours out of the broken sewage pipes for accusing you of being responsible for your son's autism. Who are these people??? They're not human. They belong in a zoo!

[qwertz]

Qwerty, you realize that you have an infinitely more difficult day than pretty much anyone on here. You're a single mother of an Autistic child, that is a full time, 40 hour a week job for people in itself. You're doing that AND living a full, second life to support yourself and him.

You have my utmost respect, a bad day in my life wouldn't even rock the boat compared to a bad day for you.

You will find that someone who loves you and your son and wants to take care of you both.

I suggest you do less drinking in the bathroom and more drinking in a social atmosphere, it could only help, lol.

P.S. No more dislocations, I have done a few of those and they hurt like a son of a bitch, on top of weakening the muscles.

Thanks cb
I do have quite a good social life at the weekends, so i cant complain about that.
Yeh, my finger kinda hurt, but ive had much worse injuries from my riding days(horses)

OMG!

You don't know why you are writing this? Obviously to release the 150 tonne brick of suffering off of your shoulders.

For the record your relatives are slime for blaming you for your dad's death. And your ex is an extra filthy, smelly, slimy, lowest of the low slime that usually pours out of the broken sewage pipes for accusing you of being responsible for your son's autism. Who are these people??? They're not human. They belong in a zoo!

Thanks mish

Im feeling much better now, the other day was just a blip, a bad day and i dont usually let it overwhelm me like it did.