Originally Posted by
starbuck
Thanks all. My out-of-town friend just cancelled a trip to see me and she said it's because of money, but I'm wondering if it's because I'm in such a bad mood lately. I'm probably being paranoid, though.
My emo-ness is starting to get on my own nerves, so I am really trying to feel better. I don't want to be a debbie downer. It's not really like me.
When we are down we often imagine things which are the furthest from the truth to bring ourselves down even further (Ironic isn't it?). It's obvious that your friend couldn't make it becuase of some personal issues. The fact that your friend had some personal issues to attend to when you needed a get away only says to me that he/she is not a very good friend and this casts no negative light on you.
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~