Tug you are full of shet. You post here giving a half ass story and expect for us to assume the rest... the same shet your are b*tching about. If you had it all figured out why even come here and ask for advice. I hope your ass don't come back. When you do... hopefully you get your shit together and stop blasting on women thinking their all judging you.
I edited my post to make it nicer. You're still a lunatard though.