A total stranger can pick apart what my deal is. Yes I am a bit hard on myself. Some part of me feels so guilty that I feel I need to hammer it into my head all the stuff I did was not right. I have talked the talk but I haven't walked the walk yet. Until then nothing is really proven ya know?
I bring her up because she is all the experience I really have. But I'm not using it to just continue my image as a tragic, depressing figure that haunts the Broken Hearts Forum. I just want to help with anything I can give because I don't want anybody to have to experience what I felt....
Waking up next to a beautiful girl,
Step outside and say hello to my beautiful world.