Yes, actually this is my life for past two weeks. And Fallout 3. I am so into the game that I even dream about it, complete nolife, and in school I sometimes talk about which level I am right now. I feel so young and childish. I don't want to grow old.
Actually I got plenty of shit to do, but I just don't have the will or energy to concentrate because of anxiety. To be honest I feel lonely, and you can't work all alone all the time. Last year I had plenty of life, loads of people, but now, nothing... Those few who are, seem to dissapear also... I am a miserable ****, just like you said, its true. All I do is, go to school, exchange few words about school stuff, come home, listen to my lazy grandmother nagging about neighbors all the time and fall asleep, or I just put my headphones on and wander around on computer into another dimension. My life is nothing at all. NOTHING.