I'd hate to bring this thread back to life but.. Things are really getting to me. First off, she never replied to my emails after I sent off that I couldnt handle being her friend anymore. her best friend was telling me that that was a very wrong move and it would only hurt both of us since we've been friends for a long time now.
Well now, she's going out with my Best Friend's brother. Let me give you a quick backround on this kid: He punched another crazy kid in the nuts today, spit in the same kids mouth a few months back. He's in 11th grade and isnt trusted by hsi own mother to watch children so his brother which is in 12th grade always has to do it.
Now that you have a backround, this kid even said to me "I know how you felt about her". That was it. A few weeks have gone by since they started going out and just today this girl calls her best friend. Her best friend calls me and two of our friends for a night out. I was kinda shocked. I asked who was all going to be there and said if this brother of my best friend was going to be there, screw it because its so hard to see the girl of my dreams walking with some insane maniac. Well her b'f had to work tonight and she and I talked like never before. This time I wasnt shy, I held nothing back and we had the greatest time. Hell she offered me a ride home and brought up the fact that she got my emails.. and just didnt know how to reply to them.. I didnt know what to say at the time and I just said that I wish I could have taken them back because i regret every single one ive sent to her in which would leave her in the position of not knowing how to reply back.
She gave me a hug goodbye (she always gives hugs to our friends when saying goodbye).. and that made my night again.. what do i do guys? Its not like im going to be shooting for anyother girls the rest of my highschool years.. do i keep waiting for this girl? Do I hang out more with her so maybe when the day comes when she realizes what a dumbass her boyfriend is and what a real boyfriend could be.. maybe i might have first shot? i dont know.. but I dont want to have her on my mind for another year wondering weather or not anything's going to happen.. hell she may not even break up with him senior year..
So to end this I'd just like to point out that her boyfriend (best friend's brother) talks to me online like this isnt a big deal. he doesnt talk about how great this girl is or anything to me.. i guess i'd thank him for that because i know how great she is... but what do I do? Give up on her? Still be friends with her? Go out with her more? She's off she said sunday before 5:30.. should i go out again with her? or should I back off from possibly putting the impression that i want her to leave her state of happiness with her current boyfriend to just have me ruin it by getting in the way.
Alone in a world that would never understand