ok so I've had compliments (lots of times) and I've been told I'm ugly. but sadly I always believe the negative. Sometimes I look in the mirror and think I look alright for a change but then later in the day I can't stand looking in the mirror. I've always had this paranoria about how I look, it was so bad when I around 15 - 16 that I couldn't at someone directly in the face. Thats got better over time and i'm now more confident but I still hate every thing about, I hate that I haven't got a flat stomache (I'm no where near fat, but I ain't perfect) I hate how big my boobs are (even if they do grab loads of attention) for me it makes me feel fatter, especially when I can't fit into tops because of it. The only thing I do like is my hair
every else sucks.
my boyfriend compliments me all the time, most of my friends say nice things, I get hit on alot (on a night out once every time my boyfriend came back from the bar or toilet, I had a new guy hitting on me) but still I still get quite depressed about it
I once phoned in sick for work because I had too many spots at that time (I used to have a issue with spots, but now they come back when I'm on a period but then mostly fade away again making it easier to cover with make up)