What is wrong with ME!!

[IndiReloaded]

There are other people here on the forum who can tell you about antidepressants. Also things to do to change your attitude. But if you truly have a chemical imbalance, that needs addressing first. Otherwise, its like trying to put out a barn fire from the inside.

[Aeradalia]

Not saying I wouldn't take the drugs. Just simply saying that Paxil wasn't right for me. I'll go to the doctor tomorrow. My excuse for not going today is that it's Sunday.

I was able to go to the free clinic and they usually give you a trial run with an anti-depressant for about two weeks or more to see how it'll affect you. This is where honesty is the key. As in the case of Paxil, you would need to tell the doctor that it numbs you so they can try something different. Eventually they will find the right drug and the right amount of that drug to help you specifically.

Once they find the right drug, they will help you through therapy to address your other issues. It'll be easier by then as your mind will be mostly clear of the more overwhelming emotions and more open to solving these unresolved problems, as well as learning new coping strategies.

Also, the clinics' fees are usually based on your income and if you don't have one the medication and treatment is free. If you have a low income the medication and treatment is very affordable and usually negotiable. Should you feel worried about your own safety (as in you have suicidal thoughts) let them know and they will address you quickly.

Give them a call on Monday. However, before you do, make a list of questions and concerns you may have. They will be eager to help.

[Cursed]

So since I can't stop being upset by the break up it is now time to move for me. I am leaving the house that her and I help flip into something we both ejoyed. She still wants to maintain a freindship but I don't see how that's possible due to the fact that I can't picture just friends and I can't picture not loving her. What should I do?

[Gigabitch]

Stop being so reactive and pathetic. Take charge and fix this shit. Even your screen name is passive and takes no responsibility.

Do you think someone will come along and fix this for you? They won't. Get off your ass and deal with it.