i feel so lost and empty

[jillibean]

thank a lot guys for all your reply's to my post.
im getting by and keeping myself occupied.
i have been doing some research on evening classes on recreational courses and social groups, to try and make some friends in my local area which feels a bit daunting at the moment but i feel i should do something to move from the one spot. im pretty sure my ex is not sitting brooding in his house 24 7 but then we are different that way, i never really went to nite clubs that much, id rather go to a live gig, nite clubs are more a pick up joint than a social scene over here.
weekends are the worst because i have work to occupy the days.

[awakenedbear]

I’m doing my best to be around my family and friends, and keep busy but the emptiness and doesn’t go away.
ive always been artistic and enjoy music and cooking but I just don’t enjoy anything anymore.
sorry to go on, just helps to write.

Hi Jilli. I'm very sorry you had to go through this. I write a lot, too. I use music and poetry as an outlet for my feelings- perhaps you could do the same and share with your family and friends.
You were with him a long time and it will take quite awhile to get over. Don't give up though. Push through the pain, find joy where you can and you will come out on the other side.