never been in a relationship... not sure what is happening with a girl atm

[and_for_what]

heh, nah i dont use steroids, and my training/diet didn't change noteably at the time my sex drive went. Maybe im just way past my hormonal peak by now. I started puberty pretty damn early.

I didn't go round to her house, anyway. She seemed a bit pissed off about it, we talked though. I assured her no offence was meant.

****, I have to say it again, this is the weirdest shit ever.

so. weird. am I tripping?

[Gigabitch]

Why, just because a beautiful girl finds you intriguing?

[and_for_what]

Why, just because a beautiful girl finds you intriguing?

that rational description of the situation is weird in itself, yes - but its not what I meant.

just theres such a strange sense of.. well, its literally like tripping. A previously unimaginable state of mind. A rare occasion of something being truly new. I've never done all this before. It just feels so odd.

[Gigabitch]

She's a pharmacology student and she's dosing you.

[and_for_what]

heh maybe. Shes Biology, im Biochemistry. Could be some dodgy chems involved.

[and_for_what]

update if youd like? Yesterday we spent from about 4pm-1.30 am together, and she slept at my house (in a different room, dont worry). She isnt awake yet.

It was nice, and at some points so, SO weird. Once when we were out, in the evening, she took my hand, which I held for a bit, but felt compelled to break contact after about 30 seconds. There was further "hand contact" later, a few times. It sounds ridiculous, Im sure, but sitting there and like, holding her hand, it was

so

****ing

weird.

I expressed that, she didnt know what I meant, and I didnt either. Half way through that last sentence, she got up - we just ate and shit and she went home, asked if i'd like to come round for lunch later before we go to a fireworks display in the evening.

It was a very strange evening at times. I felt a lot of sadness too.

She said like "I do really, really like you, you know?", at a random point in our conversations. I didnt quite know how to respond. But just, holding her hand at a few moments, I felt so confused, desperately sad, and also realised that this has gone a bit further than I thought, already.

Thanks for your interest

--Joe

[vashti]

You are really making me pity this poor girl. "This is weird"? WTF kind of reaction is that?

[and_for_what]

You are really making me pity this poor girl. "This is weird"? WTF kind of reaction is that?

haha yea, no really it was alright. It wasnt like that.

better go out now, im meant to be at her house 30 mins ago :

[King Zarathu]

You inherited some sort of weird gene (from your mother) that makes you a complete and total pussy. Guys aren't jackasses in their first relationships, women are. Women are jackasses in all kinds of relationships, especially the last ones, right before they die.

You're acting like a dramatic, cry-baby pussy.

STOP IT!

[Gigabitch]

Oh, who peed in your Wheaties, Z? Leave him alone.

a_f_w, don't tell Zarathu I said this, but you actually are being kind of a pussy. The situation is not weird; YOU are. Quit messing with her and just hold her hand, already.

[King Zarathu]

Oh, who peed in your Wheaties, Z? Leave him alone.

a_f_w, don't tell Zarathu I said this, but you actually are being kind of a pussy. The situation is not weird; YOU are. Quit messing with her and just hold her hand, already.

Shut up Bitch, nobody pissed in your Cheerios.

a_f_w, don't tell Gigabitch I said this, but I was right when I said you're a pussy.

[SawyersBrother]

Dude beware, if she's ridiclously beautifull, she might be trying to play mind games to boost her ego, trust me I know, don't try to snap at her bait, if you let her get to you to much, she might burn you

[and_for_what]

Dude beware, if she's ridiclously beautifull, she might be trying to play mind games to boost her ego, trust me I know, don't try to snap at her bait, if you let her get to you to much, she might burn you

yea dude this is what im afraid of. Although overall I dont think she is.

everyone else: yes im a pussy.

Ok so last night, we went out to fireworks etc, and when we got back we basically sat/lay there half watching lord of the rings, and talking for like 3.5 hours. She claims to find me really really attractive, and admits to having a bit of a fetish for like, my look. Basically long-hair, beard. Yea, strange. Im not sure how I feel about that...

She says she's never had a serious relationship before, but one a few years ago. She says she just never likes people very much, but allegedly she *does* like me, a lot.

I was honest and said that I do like her but I dont know why, and am afraid it might just be because of her interest. She shares that concern, but I dont know how we can determine if its true.

We didnt exactly conclude what we each want from this, or where its going, although it kind of seems like its already gone there. There was a lot of body contact, pretty much all over her. I didn't know what was cool and what wasn't, I think it was alright though. I feel like I betrayed myself though. At the start I was saying like, I don't feel comfortable even holding her, since I dont know whats happening or how I feel. But soon enough, she had me under her spell. ****, even *I* am not immune to that shit, I guess. Oh well.

She's very very comfortable with her body, she knows she's beautiful etc. Quite the opposite for me. I quite like how my face looks, its not conventionally attractive but i'm used to it. Im not so confident with my body etc though.

So, it was quite strange last night, but felt really comfrotable and right, too. I'm still definately concerned about SawyersBrother's point. I will bring it up with her today.

Thanks dudes

--Joe

[King Zarathu]

I don't even know what to say, other than quit being a god-forsaken female.

[SawyersBrother]

yea dude this is what im afraid of. Although overall I dont think she is.

everyone else: yes im a pussy.

Ok so last night, we went out to fireworks etc, and when we got back we basically sat/lay there half watching lord of the rings, and talking for like 3.5 hours. She claims to find me really really attractive, and admits to having a bit of a fetish for like, my look. Basically long-hair, beard. Yea, strange. Im not sure how I feel about that...

She says she's never had a serious relationship before, but one a few years ago. She says she just never likes people very much, but allegedly she *does* like me, a lot.

I was honest and said that I do like her but I dont know why, and am afraid it might just be because of her interest. She shares that concern, but I dont know how we can determine if its true.

We didnt exactly conclude what we each want from this, or where its going, although it kind of seems like its already gone there. There was a lot of body contact, pretty much all over her. I didn't know what was cool and what wasn't, I think it was alright though. I feel like I betrayed myself though. At the start I was saying like, I don't feel comfortable even holding her, since I dont know whats happening or how I feel. But soon enough, she had me under her spell. ****, even *I* am not immune to that shit, I guess. Oh well.

She's very very comfortable with her body, she knows she's beautiful etc. Quite the opposite for me. I quite like how my face looks, its not conventionally attractive but i'm used to it. Im not so confident with my body etc though.

So, it was quite strange last night, but felt really comfrotable and right, too. I'm still definately concerned about SawyersBrother's point. I will bring it up with her today.

Thanks dudes

--Joe

Just don't jump into so fast, thats all don't be paranoid about anything. You might just got lucky, She probably can all ready tell your a little odd, but just play it cool.