It will never end until you accept it. And you wont accept it until you stop wanting stuff for her. I dont understand why is it important to you that she is happy? She broke your heart and you owe her nothing. You still obviously need assistance. But maybe you need to start a new thread "A new beginning" and leave this behind with the ex. Start telling us about the hot girls you are seeing on the weekend.
I can see you doing the exact same things to the people on this forum, as you do to your ex. You say "This is my last message" and then repeat it in some form or another. You say you give up and repeat that over and over. This aint a shampoo ad. Stop repeating.
I'm glad this wasn't your first GF, I was astonished at the depth of feelings you have for this girl, which made me think she was either your first crush, or first sexual partner.
I think you look on relationships the wrong way.
Enjoy loving someone, and enjoy being loved by someone. Its so much fun. When someone doesn't love you anymore, dont feel the need to love them back.
Ask yourself this;
What am I?
*Am I loved?
*Or am I WANTING to be loved?
The two strongest words I believe in are "I am"... So choose.. do you say;
*Loved ("I am loved").
*or WANTING Love ("I am wanting to be loved").
If you choose the second thats all you will ever be -wanting to be loved.
Chin up bro. All women are evil. he he he
Mick
*Scribble, scribble, scribble* (Mick signs out of this topic).
*MaJiK*
There are not many things I fear in life, but disappointing you is my greatest.
I love you even with your flaws... I love you because of your flaws.