I have a dagger in my heart. I think the world of this girl but she wants nothing to do with me. Not even an email. She had trust issues and I hurt them. BUt I never lied to her I'm just stupid with words. I woke up from a dream where She died in a car wreck and I shared it with her and this was her response
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This is what I'm talking about. You had a dream that I died??
I'm done with you now. You didn't have a dream. Rather you are angry with me. You are a narcissist and I'm done with you.
Don't write anymore."
I feel terrible. I think she's right about me being a narcissist but I don't want to be that way. I want to be a good person and not make people uncomfortable. I love this girl and I want her to be well and happy but I don't know how to mend things if she doesn't want to hear from me. Do you have anything for me?
I'm so stupid. I have vivid dreams about people and I have had multiple dreams about her that I shared. Why the **** did I do that? That was so stupid! I won't do it again!