me and my girlfriend were with each other for 2 years and were soulmates and got along like a house on fire. I met her family and she met mine everything was wonderful.
we were both planning to move and get work in London and live together. she always use to say to me I don't want you to move to London cos Il find someone else when I didn't I just wanted her. cut along story short she got a job up London first then started going out after work with friend's which I was really happy about meeting new people. we use to speak on the phone every night then she stopped answering her calls and would text me back the next day.i wasn't suspect at this time.
she left her phone at mine one day and I never go through peoples private stuff but my gut told me to and I saw a guy chatting about having sex with her and her replying. I confronted her but she said it was one of her gay mates joking around.
then she was like this for a few months a wk after my birthday in November she got rid of me and promised there was no one else then I found out she was on a date the next wk and said she had met him that wk we broke up.
I got a job in London and bumped into her on the underground and she told me she was still free and single and there was no one else but then recently on her facebook I saw her main picture with this guy.
outside of the relationship I can now put all the pieces of the puzzle together and she was lying to me for months and cheating on me with this guy . it has made me feel so worthless about myself I was on anti depressants over Christmas cos she was meant to spend Christmas with me and my family as arranged.
I feel so used cheated on and lied to .
I even e mailed telling here how much I loved her but she just ignored everything.
its july now and seeing that picture accidently on facebook when I was looking for another one of my friends starting with the letter s her picture came up to.
I feel so low , ive lost all self esteem, sometimes I wish I would not wake up in the mornings.
I thought I had found my soulmate but she left me for her better option.
does this feeling of hurt and pain and feeling so crap about yourself ever go away .
how come she is the one living happily ever after with her new man and im the one who got cheated on and feel like dying