I just realised what it is that bring me down and wonder if anyone can relate or got any suggestions for me...
I have great difficulties expressing my self verbaly and emotionaly, mainly in normal conversations, etc. I think
this is why i feel energyless and often pretty depressed, and just hopeless. It has also made me believe i have low self confidence,
but that doesnt make much sense when i have thought closely about it.
I cant stop thinking about, that as long as i overcome this, my energy will come to me. I know i have it in me, because on a few occations i feel it, and i can
express myself freely. And on those occations, its like all hopelessness melt away and i cant believe i felt like that before. But im not so sure how the situation is
different on those occations.
So im thinking, there has to be a way to awaken this part of me?
Ill appreciate some help on this if anyone got any advice.