Another thread about suicide. Another guy on the internet who's going to kill himself just because he's lost his girlfriend. Why am I posting this? It's because I have no one to discuss my problems. You know everyone I love, they just...leave me. My dad died when I was barely 12. All the friends I used to have? They've stopped giving a shit about me because I don't give a shit about them either. People say it's not possible to love someone as much as you loved your first one. Lame. Not true to me. My ex girlfriend (just yesterday we broke up) was everything to me. I mess everything up. I'm a curse. A depressive douchebag. There was a time when I would make fun of people like me and now I'm one of them. Yeah it's been 2 hours I've been trying to find a death without pain I don't think there's any way to kill yourself without any pain. I'm an Atheist but if there's a hell I know I'm going there to rot in hell, see you in hell. God is such a douchebag. Thank you all for helping me out. You guys tried.
Also, please do not tell me how important my life is, it's not. Nobody cares about me. I'm a guy and I'm crying right now and just typing what I want to and guys who cry are generally faggots. I'm gonna kill myself in some hours. I'll read replies too. So please tell me if you have something to say about me being a coward and selfish.