... oh ffs ...
... oh ffs ...
“The willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life is the source from which self-respect springs.” ~Joan Didion
I wouldn't have a reaction. I would be out cold. There I would be. Completely vulnerable. Unguarded. Totally within your power. Anything could happen and no one would know.
All the power, the control over life or death would be placed in your hands.
How does that make you feel?
Lol thats why ive been telling you to get therapy from the start is it instead of mutilating yourself. If you were gonna do it, you would have done it already. Full of crap
"Don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer".
I think you have a fetish dude. Is this getting you off?
"Don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer".
Talk about projecting. lolzzz
“The willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life is the source from which self-respect springs.” ~Joan Didion
How can you have yur puddin when you've not eat yur meat?
“The willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life is the source from which self-respect springs.” ~Joan Didion
Defo a schitz with a fetish for pain. Ive seen it all now
"Don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer".
11 pages is way too much to go through so I skimmed the posts every 2nd page. Can't you just become celibate and have some kind of hypnotherapy sessions and talk therapy sessions, must be other ways around castration to achieve what you want. I don't know much about castration, but there would have to be other physical side effects you will suffer a lifetime after with the castration. Once your frustration on women and how they let you down subsides maybe you will think better of doing something so drastic. You sound like you could use a nice retreat somewhere no computers, no cell phones, just peace and quiet and nature. But you are the owner of your body so can do as you please with it. I would like to have that MIB tool to wipe my memory clean of people and events.