Hii, thank you for opening this thread.
I've been seeing a girl for 9 months. I made a mistake the other night and today she pretty much broke things off. I've loved her for 6 years and I she never really felt the same way. We have a shaky history and I had more to prove to her than the average person. We were never in an official relationship and everyone, even on this forum, told me that if I continued sleeping with this girl and suffering the turmoil of not getting what I needed from her, that I would just end up hurt. Well, everyone was right.
It took everything out of me. I lost interest in my hobbies about mid way through our nine months and now I have no motivation for my career life, for working out, barely for taking care of myself or keeping my room clean. I have extreme difficulties sleeping and eating. I'm a male and turning 22 in August. My heart is torn apart and I have nothing left. I have no energy and I don't care about a lot of things. Please help me. I need some guidance as to what to do with myself, how to think accept thinking about things in different ways, and just being happy like I was before we started seeing each other.
I've already been surrounding myself with as many people as possible as often as possible and going out everyday.
Please, please help. I'm scared out of my mind, nervous, and anxious and I don't know what to do . I'm a great guy with a good heart and I might have let her walk over me a bit. I did everything I could for her and it wasn't enough.
Please share your thoughts <33
-L&F