We were together for 2 years, in a ldr. After 2 months of no contact, I heard he was in my town, so I suggested we meet for a coffee.*
I went to his place and he wanted more than coffee. We started kissing.. And I told him I'm not sleeping with him if we're not together again. So he said yes, we're getting back together. He was really nice and happy.
After that I went home. I didnt hear from him all day, although when we were together he would at least call me at night to say good night. I called him at 12 am, he*was with his guys, he was really cold and said we'll talk tomorrow.*
The next day I waited until 5 pm for him to call. He was leaving my town the next day, so I was hoping to see him before he leaves. I finally called him. He was with the guys, he said he'll call me later. Also, very cold.
When he called, he said he was going to a party with his old colleagues. And that in the morning he will leave, but that he will return in a week. I was upset that he couldn't find time to see me or call me and that he wasnt the person he was before we had sex.
So I sent him a message telling him I have the feeling that we're not together and that you just used me..
He didn't reply.
I sent another one.. No answer..
I called..he refused and texted back: we'll talk tomorrow.
I got really mad..I started texting him again and again that he used me and that now he ignores me and so on.
After a while he texted me and said 'please, don't ruin my time at the party'
He never once said 'no, I didnt use you, don't worry'
I probably sent him 10-12 messages that night telling him how awful I feel.
It's been 2 days and he hasn't called or texted me back.
I feel very sad. Sometimes I think that it was my crazy messages and desperation that drove him away. That maybe I shouldve waited a week until he returned. But why didn't he once deny my accusations?
I feel so used..I've been crying for 2 days and he didn't give at least one sign..
What do you think?*
Thank you..