I don't know what to do about it and I'm freaking out.
I can't talk to anyone about it because first of all I'm not gay so I'm not about to come out and say that I am in love with another guy.
I don't even know why, I've never been attracted to or had feelings for another guy before. It's just him.
And I feel stronger for him than any girl I've dated.
And we don't even really talk that much!!! I mean we share the same place and all but I wouldn't say we're super close friends or anything, He's very quiet and doesn't talk much. He's very different from me, very studious and not very social. He is you know, what people would call a nerd.
I'm also pretty sure he is a virgin and I don't think he's even dated anyone before. He's never even had alcohol. He is so different to me and he is so innocent and cute I just want to hold him. I want to get to know him better but like I said earlier he is so quiet and I get nervous and so I just don't know how.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. IT IS DRIVING ME ABSOLUTELY MAD, IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN AVOID HIM OR TRY AND FORGET ABOUT HIM BECAUSE I FREAKING LIVE WITH HIM. I JUST. I LOVE HIM.
WHAT DO I DO BEFORE THIS DRIVES ME INSANE.