Hi everyone, Im new here. Hope that you guys can help me out with my problem & give me some advise.
Ive been with my bf for 4 years. Im 26 and he is 25. Our main problem is my family. My parents hopes that I will find a guy which is rich. They dont quite like him because he is not earning much. So, for 4 yrs we are having a 'hiding relationship'. But his parents knows that we are together. Just I had not open up this matter to my parents. Ive tried to open but they still cant quite accept him. So, we just leave it and continue our relationship.
I was always quite busy on my job that i ignored him. Last Friday he called me & say he wanted to REST. He told me he was very tired of everything and wants FREEDOM. I beg him to not end this relationship as i love him so so much. He insist. I told him that i would wait for him. But he keep asking me to look for another guy which suits me. From my understanding, he wanted to start a NEW career and earn more money. But in the meantime he wants to break up with me. I can feel he stills loves me.
It's been 1 week since we broke up. He called me out for lunch last Sunday. But he made it clear WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. Monday, he called me out again to accompany him to buy some stuffs and had dinner with him. He still make it clear WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. I texted him on Tue but it was just short a short sms. Today is Wed, I din not text him at all. Im trying to give him FREEDOM & space. I think he missed me but he wanted to move on so he ignored me.
Do you think I still have chance to get together back with him? What should I do now to mend back this relationship? I cant lose him... Ive even think to commit suicide. Im too in love with him..T__T