I didn't smoke much as a teenager but it was around from time to time. About a week ago I got a pot card. In the state of California you can literally just walk into a "Pot doctor" fill out a sheet and be handed a prescription for Marry Jane. Within two hours of making the decision of getting one I had it and had already been to the despondencery.
I got an Indica and Sativa for the differing effects. "Cloud 9" was suppose to help me sleep while "Green Crack" was suppose to help me write and paint. I got a free edible. Don't know what it was but it was baked into a cake pop.
I ate half the pop and an hour later nothing... Ate the other half and another hour passed. I decided to smoke some of the Cloud 9 and before I could even get back into the house I was having a full psychotic episode. It was scary as hell. I've never had a mental disorder neither has anyone in my family but now I feel like i can understand people that do. It was shocking. I could literally feel reality slip away. It was like someone had run into the room and pealed back my skin and all sensation was converted into the worst hallucinations and anxiety you could imagine. It felt like space was curving away from me. Every time I tried to sleep it was like being schizophrenic. I was hearing voices and feeling sensations. Like people were in the room watching. I had this terrible sharp sensation poking into the top of my head. It felt like a full and complete break from reality.
At one point I thought I was feeling myself dieing and instead of being afraid I remember thinking; "How bizarre. I'm going to know what dieing is like to late to tell anyone how it feels." The loneliness of that moment still has me a bit awe struck.
I don't remember what all happened but I woke up the next working feeling alright other than some residual anxiety and downish mood. Hand eye coordination didn't return for a few more hours.
It freaked me out. I'm not terribly experience with Weed but im hoping I just took to much or mixed two strains I shouldn't have. I REALLY hope this isn't the onset of something really terrible like Schizophrenia or something.
Anyone else have a really bad trip before?