So I just graduated basic training at fort benning and am home on leave.
There is this girl that I'm in love with and can't get over, and we've been through a lot for about 9 years. Though we never really dated (we did once but it was only for a week b/c it was too awkward and we were better as friends), otherwise just really really good friends.
I wanted to hang out with her before I left for training but didn't have her number and could only contact her over FB, I messaged her asking and all she said was, and I quote:
"Are you being serious?
I'm sorry I didn't get to that earlier. I wish you the best of luck. Be safe I hope it all goes well."
I didn't really know how to reply so I just told her of my military plans and when I come home from leave to see if she'll continue the conversation but she never did.
So I'm guessing she was shocked that I asked her and she didn't know I was leaving and also even though we have been through more bad & embarrassing times (all on my part) that she isn't made at me cause she apologized for not getting to it earlier and wished me luck, but I'm not sure.
So my question to you is, should I try to see her again before my leave is over? I want to, but I don't want to feel like a creep and keep asking and pressuring her to hang out with me.