read a thread below about this but didn't want to hi-jack.
i was seeing a girl...first time i opened up in a long time...and she broke my heart...it was only a month and a half sort of thing but the way it ended just blew my mind...couldn't understand it.
she said she was getting nervous we were moving so fast...last thing she wants is a relationship. (complete opposite of how she was acting)...we tried talking...i was hurt so i was a little distant...she invited me out twice and plans fell through last minute...so i ignored her for a while and then deleted her off fb...we discussed just being friends with benefits...i told her i wasn't comfortable doing that if we were going to be sleeping with other people. anyways after a while of not speaking...i added her back to fb...we talked on chat for a while...she asked me how my weekend was..i discribed how shitty it was to her.
she asks me "did you get any atleast" i said no but i did bring condoms (because i never had them with her)...i asked "so did you get any?" and she signs off...
2 days later i like one of her statuses and she deletes me...i asked her why and she said "because you're weird"
i sent her a text back and she never responded...
i was in a really great place a few months ago before this girl...i keep trying to snap out of it..it bothers me more than anything that there is so much i do not know and that i feel like i can't even find out now...
there's other things in my life i wish i could focus this much thought on...i think a part of me would like some closure on the matter...or to talk to her and for her to tell me the truth.
i'm telling you guys this...she went from an angel to a devil in a heartbeat...i did play my part in acting like a boy instead of a man though...
if someone has dealt with something similar please tell me what you did...