I lost my virginity

[Callalily]

alright.thank you

[Callalily]

he kept calling...even last night we talked and he keeps saying that he wants me but I feel like it's just sexual, he doesn't really want to be with me in a relationship.........

[workingman78]

You said earllier he has had numerous partners, it sounds like he is making you a booty call. The best thing to do is confront him about it, you aren't a booty call, you deserve respect and if he values your friendship he well quit.

[Callalily]

thanks workingman78...I didn't think of it that way but you're right...

[aylie]

I don't know why I'm writing this right now, but if I can't talk to anyone I am going to lose my mind. I'm to embarassed to talk to someone I know. I got drunk saturday and slept with an old friend....I don't know what happened, I don't even remember much...I cannot believe what happened, I was not this knid of girl...I'm just so dissapointed and ashamed, I didn't want it to happen like this. I just feel used..what can I do now, I haven't even talked to the guy since it appened...I don't this we ever will

aw hun is okay i know its the worse feeling ever, i lost it to someone i barely knew too and it was horrible.
but dont feel bad a lot of girls have been where u are, best thing to remember is your better than that and this guy took advantage of that. and at the end of the day all u can do is learn from this.
dont be embarrassed its totally normal. give ur self time and like other posters said make sure u get tested.

[Callalily]

thanks aylie...appreciate the support

[Callalily]

I think I need to distance myself from him...