Hello,
So, I'm new and needed a place to turn for a little advice. I'm hoping that I get some good advice on here, because honestly my friends are only telling me what I want to hear. I just broke up with my boyfriend of nearly 3 years literally 5 minutes ago, and here's the problem, I'm not upset. We haven't talked in over a month, we both lied in the past few months of our relationship about various things, and now I'm sitting here and instead of thinking I can't believe I just broke up with the love of my life, I'm thinking thank God this is totally over now.
Honestly we were two completely different people, but that does tend to happen in relationships. You can't date a copy of yourself, there's always going to be some difference or change. I loved this man, we started dating after months of flirting. We liked each other, but we never thought it'd make it this far, and eventually [after two years of dating] I realized I wanted to marry him. I had said it to him before, almost a year ago we sat down and talked about it and he said he'd never marry. Then we started talking about moving in together [he brought that up] and what we wanted to do after college.
But now I'm sitting here and I just... I don't even care that we've broken up. I cried for all of five seconds because he said something sentimental, and now I'm sitting here and I can't help but think that maybe I've done something wrong because of the way I'm feeling.
Should I feel something more?
Why am I sitting here feeling so nonchalant about this?