i guess theres no point for me to live anymore.....

[DarkHelmet82]

kamakazi go to a doctor.. i did.. and I want to think it will help me.. Its my last resort seriously.. if that doesnt work im ****ed.

[kamazaki]

kamakazi go to a doctor.. i did.. and I want to think it will help me.. Its my last resort seriously.. if that doesnt work im ****ed.

doctor? do they have meds for heartache ? dude they will think im getting crazy and ask me to go and consult his good old friend the shrink ..i dont know dude i just feeling crappy and blunt mind..

[DarkHelmet82]

yeah talk to a doctor.. maybe go on some meds... its not helping me at the moment but once they find the right ones it may

[kamazaki]

yeah talk to a doctor.. maybe go on some meds... its not helping me at the moment but once they find the right ones it may

then what about you dude? i tried sleeping pills but i just past out dead for 1 day then back to reality again..

[DarkHelmet82]

no not sleeping pills.. anti depressent or anti anxiety... supposed to do wonders... havent found right ones yet though

[kamazaki]

i dont know DH i rather die then taking those pills dude no offense i have seen the bad side of it when you lost your pills then it become more worst then what we are feeling now trust me..

[DarkHelmet82]

everyone reacts differently to them so who knows... they arent habit forming (most of them)

[kamazaki]

I don't know dude pills are quite dangerous for me now.…I really hope help is on the way

[The Gent]

Kamazaki, Dude you seem really low. I haven't read all 3 pages, but have you thought about seeing a counsellor or something like that? No one girl is worth you ending your life, broseph. You may feel inconsolable now, but that feeling will pass in time.

You need to focus on not acting like Judge Dredd & more like Big Bird, bud.

[DarkHelmet82]

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You need to focus on not acting like Judge Dredd & more like Big Bird, bud.[/QUOTE]

hahahhahahah

[Henry123]

You might have to sleep alot at first dude. Until your system calms down abit.
Ive been suicidal as well so I know how it can feel.


Going out to look at women doesnt mean you have to actually go out with them or even meet them.
When your systm calms down enough just go out and explore your city.

I dont know if this is the case with you (not saying it is) are you playing a 'broken record' image or voice in your head? Like over and over again. Maybe you have abit of OCD (obessive compulsive disorder).
You need to slowly break that cycle or the record keeps going around and around in your head.
(not saying you have this or anthing) I hope I make sense here bro.

[VincenzoG91]

kamizaki, your friends need to get you drunk and take you to a titty bar.

[Germ]

Just an FYI the drinking will put you further into a depression. I am a recovering alcoholic so i should know.

[DarkHelmet82]

how about some weed... that helps me..

[VincenzoG91]

Just an FYI the drinking will put you further into a depression. I am a recovering alcoholic so i should know.

How can you stay depressed while you have a dancer bouncing on your lap?