hi girls
I think I'm obsessed with my teacher ...
I know it sounds stupid but I just need some advice ...
I'm 27, just finished a 1year course where I met "the teacher"(he's 34),
and now that the course has finished
I found myself just thinking about him and
not knowing what to do.
I felt he kind of liked me too, but because
we had the chance to meet just at school
nothing really happened,
except constant glances
and "unintentional" touches
during the lessons ...
I know that if he really likes me, he could have come
and ask me out, but because the school where he teaches is very small
everybody's knows each others, they are like a big family,
and it wouldn't be appropriate ... anyway
I like and find him really attractive
but during his lessons he enjoyed talking
about himself a little too much ... and I reckoned than he's
kind of self-centered person ... obviously it was in class!!
but I got that he couldn't work ... and we have almost nothing in common
that's why I wouldn't
like a long one even before start
but still feel so attracted and think that we could have great sex ... :-)
the think is that I never tried to catch a boy
for a "just one night only"
... I feel like a 18 years old
but I'm convinced ... I want to do it
... my personality doesn't help either
usually when I like someone I tried to avoid him ... I know weird
but this time I don't want to let it pass
I don't really know how to do?
what to say? ... to don't feel stupid
obviously I want to do this, but sometimes
I feel so much stupid
and think that i should just forget about him
and keep the teacher's crush as a memory ...
how could I do?