ew. at least youre honest
15. On my then-boyfriend's brother's bed while then-boyfriend's friend played Final Fantasy 9. I had just been stung by a yellow jacket. He poked me in the belly button and asked "is it in yet?"
Give me something I can take,
Can take to make the memories fade.
Poison kiss, remember this,
I never was meant for this day.
I was 15. I WAS being sexually abused at home and didn't want my first time to be remembered as rape by my father. So I did it much sooner then I would have liked to a college man 4 years older then me. He was a friend of the family who we haven't seen in years till we needed him to come over to fix our computer. Apparently we always had a crush on each-other since we were kids. Due to my situation I don't necessarily regret it, just wish I felt like I had more time to be a child. It was awesome anyways. It was after school on the couch...and floor, of his apartment. It was my favorite weather outside, raining with thunderstorms and the windows were opened...lol which now I think about it we should have closed because I'm noisy. We were watching Singing in the Rain because he was so shocked that I never seen it before. We paused it...lol it took us 3 days to finally finish it because of the..."interruptions" and afterwords he had to take me home to beat the bus so my father wouldn't know I was getting a ride. All in all it was a happy memory.
Last edited by listen not hear; 30-04-11 at 02:10 AM.
OK you guys, I know sexual abuse is horrible for I was abused too , but this thread has nothing to do with it so if you wish to dicuss this further start your own thread about it somewhere else.
I was 13, it was my first boyfriend (also 13) and we were waaay to young. I wish I had waited!
14, GF was 13. Both too young.
23 after I got back from Iraq, and I'm hot too! I just was raised in a strange way and my confidence was a touch off. I usually avoid the subject as that is maybe a bit strange.
22 years old, no regrets
14. she was 19. i think that's illegal but i consented then. i still consent now.