Dont want to become easy..
So i broke up with my ex a while back. Still not anywhere near over him. I love him in a way that i hate him also.. I still feel anger over our breakup and the way he is. I would give anything for us to be back together and it to work.. Sigh.
But i realise its not so i started to get on with my life and things havnt been as hard as they were. I have been meeting up with friends, hanging out etc. I have been on a few dates. And i cant believe how much the men have been flocking since i became single!! They really have and its been doing good for my low self esteem. I have just been a happier person lately and im enjoying it.
Yet, there has been multiple men around lately. I went on a date with one, iv been texting another 2 men. I havnt slept with anyone yet.. (which is drving me insane)..lol But i have kissed one. I didnt see anything wrong with it, until i was talking about it with a friend and she seemed shocked. And asked if i was going to choose one. lol
To be honest, i dont want to choose one. I dont think id even want to really date anyone yet either.. But it kind of struck a nerve. is it wrong that im flirting with multiple men? Im not sleeping around so i didnt see a problem but i kind of see how it would look to people..
I admit im enjoying the attention im receiving right now. I havnt been able to even talk to a guy in the past 2 years and now i feel like i have all this new freedom and it feels good! Yet, i dont want peope to start thinking im easy.. Mostly because its not that i am seeing other men or anything.. Its because i want to flirt and am enjoying myself right now.. Most of all because its helping me forget about my ex.
I was just looking for others opinions. thanks!
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