Hey Everyone Hope someone can shine just a small ray of hope here =)
Ok here's the sob story
I just turned 18 and have never had a serious relationship =/ I get told by so many people that i'm a good looking guy and there are many girls that would want to be with me (I quote a family friend there < ). For some reason I just don't seem to believe it and lack confidence in this area... my friends say the same and that i'm funny and outgoing and sometimes cheeky xD lol...
People always say "why have you never had a GF" and i always reply with the usual "i'm just sailing steady solo at the moment" or the "Lone wolf" story which is partially true, but, the real reason is... the fact that I take a liking to a girl (or at present, 2 have caught my eye), but the problem is, they are a couple of years below me =/ (Im the lower end of my year (year 13)).
Of course its just infactuation as I dont really know her, but I can never stop thinking about her, and she's leaving at the end of this year and not staying at our 6th form and I "might" be off to Uni, unless I stay to do the optional 3rd year for Music tech (I play the guitar ), and this has been really getting me down hearted as this always happens to me =(, its not like I dont want or cant get a GF, its just I always fall for ones I cant have =(
So this is my story, in a nut shell, I just hope someone else with similar experiences can offer some advice here.
Thanks for reading, means alot! =)
Love, Hugs and kisses xx