I am exhausted. I am 27 and have been with my boyfriend whom is 28 for nearly 5 yrs, we have lived together for over 4 yrs. we moved in together way too soon but did so bc his family situation left him with no where to go. Nearly a year ago I discovered he was presuing 3 other women on facebook. i was extreamly hurt bc he spoke full heardily to these women, and complemented them more than he has ever complemented me. when I confronted him he gave me bs excuses so I moved out. 2 months later we talked about it in more detail. At that time told him I never pressured him to talk about marriage bc I know it makes him unconfortable but that prior to this incident he is the only person i have ever wanted to someday marry and begin a family with and if he did not feel the same to let me know now. he said he loves me and someday wants to marry me, once we are ready. so i asked him to deleat theses women from his account and i forgave him for his facebook confessions. i have not brought the situation up since. untill last weekend when I discovered he only deleated one girl and is stillil trying to meet up with the other for coffee. now i know he hasnt cheated on me but his emails sound so sincere, he truely sounds like meeting this one person for coffee would make him estatic! hurt again, i take it upon myself to delete this girls from his account. then, l he confronts me before I even get a chance to bring it up. he tells me they were not the same girls, and that i was out of line. so i move out again. now he is admitting they are the same girls and gives more bs excuses.at first he tries to flip it on me and call me insecure. now, a week later he claims he was going to ask me to marry him but i screwed it up. im exhausted!! i love him and want to be with him but why am i always getting the blame. and seriously if you want to ask someone to marry you, dont you just do it?? i feel i cant trust him. and dont even beleive he was going to ask me to marry him. yet i dont want this to be the end of us. what should i do?? im exhausted!! for 5 yrs ive given it 300 percent and he gives hardly anything, even sexually, he expects me to do all the work. yet i still love him more that anything else in this world and would do it all over again. what should i do?? continue to give and take all the blame until there is nothing left of me?? or move on, as much as it hurts...